Daddy bought me new shoes!!!!



am gonna be goin dwn to east coast to rollerblade w my colleagues tomorrow morning and perhaps if jamesy is free he'll bring me to simlim or something to help me choose a new pc. sunday's ktv night!!

next week's gonna be my last week working in Discovery Channel cos contract ending.

it's really assuring and comforting to know once again that i'm not just the only one who cares and have people in my mind, and that the feeling is actually reciprocated. did i spell that right? lol anyway, perhaps due to the past when i was a kid and i had a bunch of friends whom i placed a great deal of importance in them since they are my friends and the only bunch of people i play with. with them i placed a lot of effort in making friendships work but things just didn't fit in properly. more than often i give more than i realised and they didn't even care much about me and my needs.

u noe, i always had this sorta like an ideal vacation. it's like a dream i hope i can fulfil. to have a vacation overseas to Japan with a group of selected close friends. people whom i know i can have lotsa lotsa crazy fun with and people who shares the same amount of enthusiasm towards the idea or if not, more than me! i want crazy and fun people with me.

me n sano made a pact. a promise that someday we'll make that dream come true. of course between us, i know it'll happen someday. but i hope for better, which is to have more people joining us.

billy: "NANA..." says:
i was thinkin, we should go on a tour like tat together. Sano, you , Me, kelvin, etsa etc
billy: "NANA..." says:
will be hell lotsa fun

so now i know who else to include into my dream plan. hee.

and what's comforting, well some may brush it off, be happy for awhile but forget what these sentences signifies... but to me, it means that someone else was also thinking about you and including you in their plans for future activities. To me it represents a bond in friendship, a level of closeness etc.

To me, it's significant.

and now i have Billy to help and he sounds pretty enthusiastic about the BBQ i intend to have during december. neat. that's really comforting as well. i can't be bothered with people who gives empty promises or is sloppy about helping. it's very disappointing and i don't like feeling disappointed again.

am now in the project of making memo boards for my colleagues as farewell gifts. seriously hope that i can finish it on time though.

weez!